and yes, i am taking the lead.
I came first.
But just because i came first
doesn't mean that i am more amazing
doesn't mean that i am more perfect
doesn't mean that i am more wonderful.
I might have won against you on the race to come to this earth
but i lost in all the remaining ones.
Coz you are more amazing than i can ever imagine
you are more perfect than even perfection has ever been
you are more wonderful
you are the best.
And though i lost
i am not sad coz its you who've won
and that makes me the ultimate winner
coz in your smile is where i find my happiness.
I know we grew up
with families of our own,
Still i must remind you
that i came first
and you came after 5 years crying and screaming
with a little body
and tiny hands.
A sister was born then, for me, though that time i had no idea
but now i completely understand.
i love you.